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Monday 16th June 2008
Haha what a weird time to blog! Got my psychology exam in like exactly 12hours, so I should either be in the middle of hardcore revision or be sleeping But I can't ignore these weird bursts of impulsive moments ...hehe.

I don't understand how Weetabix is so popular. So, for breakfast in the morning (yesterday morning since it's tomorrow now lol), there was like no bread, and I didn't really want to have pot noodles for breakfast again. So the only thing left was Weetabix, and I thought 'Ah what the hell, it's been ages since I had cereal', lol. But I do distinctively remember not liking Weetabix when I first had it like years ago, but never know, my taste buds might have altered or something due to enzymic activity (LMAO!). But unfortunately, they hadn't. It is not tasty at all. Yea I know it's really healthy and all that, but come on, it tastes horrible. I wonder...is that the reason why people need to have all these different toppings on it. That's probably why the ad campaign focussed on the toppings rather than the actual cereal . Hehe don't sue me ...just making use of my freedom of speech.

Bah hambug! Damn exams! I rather be all tucked in bed now , but the revision has to be conquered ...those A's must be captured..rrawwwrrrr

Deenz blogged @ 01:37

Monday 26th May
There are certain moments in time when it strikes you how much certain people mean to you and without whom, you wouldn't be who you are. And also without whom, life would be pretty crap and unmeaningful (is that a word?), i.e. your friends and family. I think right now, I'm going through this moment and just want to say I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!! It's a shame when you think you haven't done enough to show your appreciation for these people. But thankfully, when you experience somethings or some people who create such a negative vibe in your life, you realise the importance of the contrasting, good vibes of your F & F. Ahh, without these good ol folks, I would probably never be able to lift myself up from depressing events. Ok, I'm exaggerating...lol, but who cares? I just regret wasting so much time being caught up in things that ain't worth being caught up with, the kinda things that eat away at you from inside, and don't let you get on with life, until the conflict is resolved - even after which you feel like looking for a punch bag to vent your feelings out with. That I just wanted to take this blog out to say again how much I love my buddies (though it's probably not long before I have a little argument with them again lol). The best thing about my friends though is that no matter how much we get on each other's nerves or whatever, it never takes much to going back to normal again (unlike negative vibes that always hover over you and never go away).
Ok I'm done with my realisation. Now onto the sleepover with the girlies....

Never knew these things would be so much fun! Well...erm, I did, but never really experienced it before lol. To think a bunch of 18 year olds would think putting on voices for their bunnies and toy cupcakes would be such a laugh ...lmao! So, after taking a phone poll on which was the best horror movie to watch, we decided on the Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Ahhh...poor ol Mudge, hiding behind her phone ..chooo cutee . There was me thinking I could stay awake the whole night ... ended up falling asleep through the middle of the 2nd movie (House Of Flying Daggers) .... *sob* can't believe I missed the beautiful ending
Ok if that hasn't got you jeolous enough, lets talk food There was roast chicken, pakoras, a really tasty baked cake (lol), and custard which looked like mashed potato LMAO! Oh and there was also an evil looking concotion, it was actually blackcurrant jelly (which I don't feel like comfortable eating while watching a gory movie). OOOoo and there was a fry up breakfast too! (more than I get at my home), should make a mental note to 'pop over coz I was in the neighbourhood', at breakfast times hehe.

Ahhhh good times . Grrrrr now gotta tackle some of that revision. Adios!

Deenz blogged @ 14:08

Saturday 24th May
Wow...a month later, and she's back! What can I say? The blogging juices were just not flowing due to obstructions. Somethings still need to be done though, before I can swim back into the stream of creativity - the mind needs to get rid of its daemons and declutter, and the body needs a fresh supply of oxygen. Any donations will be welcome but not accepted (as in thanks, but no thanks )

Deenz blogged @ 20:52

Sunday 20th April
It's funny how much of an impression a stranger can leave on you of them without even speaking to you. A couple of days ago I was on the top deck of the bus and the bus came to a stop at a zebra crossing. I noticed a lollipop lady who was stood on the kerb ..like dancing! LMAO! So then, these pedestrians appeared, waiting to cross the road, and the lollipop lady walked across still swaying gently ...and she chatted to the pedestrians briefly, grinning and laughing, proper cheerful. Watching her, had me smiling away in an instant. Lol bless her! She looked so cheerful, and friendly, and warm. And I got all that just by watching her for lik 30secs. Then again, I guess, first impressions could be decieving. It's not like I'd ever see again, but I wonder if I would if I got the same bus at the same time again ...hehe ...noo I am not a stalker. I just finding it interesting observing people! LMAO! *innocent look* So, next time you feel the goosebumps and have the feeling of being watched .......mwahahahahaha

Deenz blogged @ 14:30

Saturday 12th April

Life changes so rapidly, that if you take too long realising this, you're filled with nothing but regrets. Life as we know it, has many phases, many different chapters for people. One minute you have all the time in the world to do as you wish - sleep the entire day, be a lazy ass and crash on your sofa the whole day watching the idiot box, or even spend the entire day with your nose in a book and your feet in warm comfy socks - and the next minute, you stop in your tracks, look at the calendar and look around, and realise you haven't got long to continue in this way. No I'm not talking about dying. But you could assume that I'm talking about the death of something. The death of youth, immaturity, laziness, and those free living days. The death of all those minutes yet to spend with your friends and loved ones; the death of all the conversations that emerge from a sunny day on the grass, or a rainy day on the phone; the death of walking out on the streets without a care in the world, without the worries of money, loans, degrees and adult hood. Call me a pessimist if you wish, but I brought this up, not because I can cry over it, but because I now realise the hardships that I'm going to encounter. Maybe they won't be as severe as I think it would be, and maybe life could even get better with time. But, when you one day realise you are no more a carefree teenager, but a responsible adult who has to make a living and a family, all in the comfy socks which are now rain soaked and soggy, you want to look back and not have a single regret about wasting time on something stupid when you could be living it with your friends. These days won't ever come back to you.

On the contrary, life could bring along many more joyful characters in your life. Come on, you can't be so cynical now can you? But best friends, girlfriends, brother like guy friends, and first love's - some people, you could never replace, and don't want to. Advice to you people - grab onto these people until that train arrives, and before the train leaves the station, emboss a promise into you to never forget these people or the impressions they've left in your lives. Because one day in the future, your trains will meet at the same station in some foreign country....no matter how many new people you have. If you're on the same wavelength as me, you'll know what I mean

Deenz blogged @ 21:50

Monday 7th April

NEW LAYOUT!! Woohooo *does a little dance*
I feel so proud. My very own new layout . The picture used above is one I took at the Niagara Falls Park...and the words of course are my very own , maybe one day I'll go into detail when I'm feeling deep and emotional ...hehe.

I can't believe how very strange I am. 18 days of easter holidays I had ...and trust me, being the Deenz that I am, to choose the very last day - a fine snowy April evening (wow you don't get to use that phrase very often) - to get a new layout on, when I should have instead been completing homework and what not to get ready for college the next day. Hmmm though I must admit, I feel a lot calmer than I was before, after working on my site. Maybe blogging and web designing and all this is like my destress thing. About time and all I found a new 'thing' to delve in and forget about everything else.

Onto more random things ....If anyone could be a non-living thing, they should be a COMPUTER ...well I would. Think about it...

Hmmm yep! Computers are the things to be!

Deenz blogged @ 00:56

Friday 4th April

You know when you have like a memory lapse all of a sudden - like when you're about to say something, or do something - but something happens in between, like someone starts talking about something, or you turn your back for a second to do something else, and then you just totally forget about that thing you were going to do. Hmmmm....yeah that just happened to me...but it came back to me lmao! Sorry if you were expecting something major like 'Oh! I put my hiking boots on and I'm wrapped up really warm...but I bent down to pick up my camera...and erm now I forgot where I was supposed to be going to!' Imagine something like that happens at a really important time, and you just forget..... consequences of that wouldn't be too good. Ok I'm waffling...

Aaarrghhh ....it's nearly midnight. Nooooo time's flying!! Somone catch it quick before it gets away! 'Bio bio bio...get back to bio', sensible D says. 'Noooo...it hurrttssss....the boredommmm, it's torture...I'd rather do some MSN or facebook *wobble*', rebellious D says. Hmmmm...which Dee am I going to listen to...... TO BE CONTINUED

Deenz blogged @ 00:03

Wednesday 2nd April

WoOooOooOO!!! I'm still buzzing over Paz's party yesterday *grin*. We had such a good time ...should deffo do it again. Hearing the songs we were 'bumping' (lmao!) to since then, keeps bringing back little flashbacks in my mind lol. And the fooooOOOoOoodd! OMG! Can't believe Paz's family went through all that trouble to feed us 'usually junkified' girls. Everything looked so good ...especially the chocolate fountain ! Dipped with strawberries and bananas and marshmallows..mmmmm!! And I'm sure none of us actually put any calories on with all that dancing ..except for me of course...Dee don't dance! ..no matter how much she's forced..hehe!

See! The girlies CAN have fun without the meddling guys....hmph!

Deenz blogged @ 20:38

Sunday 30th March

Must say thank you to my homie Mudge for getting me back into blogging...hehe. Gawwwd..I'm so bored! Summertime began today with the clocks going forwards (yes that's right! One less hour in bed ), and it actually looked remotely like summer, with daylight still being around at 7.30pm when I walked back home from my homie's. Still, it doesn't help the little kid/rebel in me, who can't be asked studying and would much rather be outside *growl*. This uncontrollable childish behaviour is not helping the mountain of work still piled up, waiting to be done... which includes dumb chemistry calculations; boring biology notes to be copied down and not so hard psychology notes to be recapped on..plus revision for the tests coming up after the easter hols . Hmm must be something hormonal...or psychological...or environmental, that makes my mind scream and run away whenever I sit down to study..lol.

Onto other topics....I love driving ! Man! I canNOT WAIT for the day when I'm sat in my car (preferably a Mini Cooper...convertible...yum!) I've got my license in my hand, and I'm crusing down the country roads with the wind blowing in my hair..lmao! Mmmm...if only that day would arrive soon and without any delays.

Deenz blogged @ 20:30

Tuesday 26th February

Well look who's back on the WWW....I guess this blogging thing is more for me than any potential visitors to the site (which I guess could amount to almost nill! )...seeing as how I was in need of expressing myself creatively without having to write everything down. It's more fun putting down my innermost thoughts and feelings free to be viewed by the randomess of human kind, who spend their lifetime staring at computer screens..of which some could include geeks, pedophiles, sexual predators or the youth of today ......that was a joke of course - I do care about my online privacy (says she checking her online profiles which does have attached pictures ).

Oh wow! Do I get carried away with my words or what? (choose the what ) I miss english ..you don't really get the freedom to express in any other subject as you did in english...well I guess apart from drama...which I also miss ....and erm dance, which I never was and never will be good at ..lmao! But ermm...'good for you!' to the people who express themselves in funky ways with all their rad moves . May you live to be a master of expression! ...ok WTF am I talking about here? ...('Gawd knows!' they reply)

*growwll*...Well this has been a short visit...but the food is calling out ('Deeeee ..eeeaat meeeee' it says with puppy dog eyes). Soo until next time peeps...keep those teeth gleaming and keep on dreaming!

Deenz blogged @ 21:34

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